A Change In The Wheater

I hate you because I love you so much.
I hate you for having my heart and stepping hard on it.
I hate you for ignoring me. I hate you for even suggesting it in the first place.
I was trying not to think about you, because it just hurt so much.
But I think I ended up being great at not thinking about you.
But, when I would, I would miss you like crazy and just want you here with me.
I hate you for going through with it.
I hate you for leaving me here all by myself and not even let me hear your voice.
I hate you for making me want to kill the love I have for you.
I hate you so fucking much. Because I couldn't do it.

And when you think it will stop hurting.

you are teal #008080

Your dominant hues are green and blue.  You're smart and you know it, and want to use your power to help people and relate to others.  Even though you tend to battle with yourself, you solve other people's conflicts well. Your saturation level is very high - you are all about getting things done.  The world may think you work too hard but you have a lot to show for it, and it keeps you going.  You shouldn't be afraid to lead people, because if you're doing it, it'll be done right. Your outlook on life can be bright or dark, depending on the situation.  You are flexible and see things objectively.

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You.

Do you know when your legs feel weak?
When you feel a sharp pain in your chest?
When all of a sudden you just want to cry,
But, at the same time, this stupid gigantic grin appears on your face?
And, for one second, you think you're sick. You actually think you are sick.
Because there has to be something wrong with you.
Because you cannot wrap your mind around the possibility of being..
In love?

So This Is How It Goes.

You want the truth? People fall in love with looks. There you go.